..my beauty specialist..

last night i fell asleep in front of tv after dinner at home.

then my sleep was distracted. Dlm mamai2 tuh, rse mcm sumthing touching my face plus bunyi ini:

"Bgn, g basuh muke..berminyaknye muke..xcantik!!"

Hehe, that was my husband cum my beauty specialist.

He likes to examine my face.
So klu aku try ape2 produk baru n nk tau the result of the product, biasenye aku tnye die je.
And usually he noticed la (klu ade improvement, biasenye xde..)

But, despite his concern about my face, he didnt mind muke aku yg teruk (jerawat n parut) mase mule2 kenal/bercinta dulu, kan...hmm..

..The most touching scene on movies/tv series/drama..

today is saturday n i'm working for raya replacement..

just after lunch, there were less than 10 people still in office..mule la nyesal nape la x amik halfday or just cuti jek ari nih...nasib baik la isnin ni cuti..leh la qada' tido hehehe..
xde ape pon yg nk diupdate kat blog ni..just killing the time - menunggu kul 5..huhu..

nk cite pasal raye - mcm dh terlambat jek..ni dh nk abih syawal pon..or maybe aku dh ade post pasal rye on my previous kot?aaa...penyakit pelupe nih mcm makin teruk jek...tidak!!!!

so tringt this idea yg dh lame terpk tp malas nk tulih..
first, nk kutuk filem/drama melayu..hehe..yg selalu 'over-acting' bile babak sedih..

the most fav touching moment yg sgt meberi kesan bg aku adalah:

1. Desperate Housewives Year 3.
Scene mase Susan decided to marry Ian. Mike left hs message on the answering machine.
And Susan played it again and again.
It's simple and it's real. Because to me, I would spantaneously do that, too, if in that situation.
Sgt sedih scene tu... :'(

huhu

..hari raya post..

today it's already 15th day of raya..

.:SELAMAT HARI RAYA & MAAF ZAHIR BATIN :.

this year is the first time raya as a wife. a lot of changes, but all is well and fair. hehe.

..rage and anger..

all this while i've been dealing with this anger for quite some time. luckily i'm living away from this thing that annoys me like hell.
on and on, it keeps bothering me and my life, direct or indirectly. can't u just leave us alone and not making trivial things so complicated and hurting people who helped u a lot all this while?
yes, human tends to forget easily every deed that people have them to them. and you are no different at all. the typical forgetful n ungrateful thing.
how can u say such words to the person who helped u a lot without ever asking u to pay anything in return?
although u're not saying it to me, but i really dont understand how could u say such things??!!
i really hope u'll grow up and stop making other people miserable with your unwise decision.
and when u can do a little bit of 'noble deed', does it mean u cant forget all troubles u caused people around u before and that gives the license to u to forget people's sacrifice before and condemn them all along?
damn, what were u thinking??!!!
grow up, dude!!!!!

well, if u really want to play this game, then fine. let's play. u already lost long time ago. i've defeated u, cant u see?!!

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i am unsuccessful???

i've been told by someone close to me that i am - unsuccessful..the moment i heard that, i was like - wwhat??
that statement didnt come out from her directly, of course but no matter how the words hit me, it cut me real deep.
just because u involved in that MLM biz n claimed that u make thousands of money per month doesnt make me a failure, alright?

..wedding nerve..

it's more or less one week left before updating my status to - WIFE.
as for me who always worries a lot, this preparation thing sumtimes feels like suffocating.
yeah - i worried a lot. and might even be worrying for nothing.

thank God that i'm not the first in sibling to get married. thanks to buyan for sparing me a little space to breathe. the thought that she had been thro' this before and all is well to her, that motivates me a lot. and she even has become a mother now (which will help motivating me when the time comes later huhu)

as for invitation, i published the announcement in my friendster, in polymer yahoo grup and ssp yahoo grup.. (well, even in this blog as i'm writing this).

some people complained that i didnt announce my engagement last time. but even when i published my wedding announcement, they dont really seem to bother. but what the heck, i have my own reason for not announcing my engagement then. and it's the wedding that we have to announce to people.

right now, i just hope that all would be well and just fine - both for my wedding and marriage.

Please pray for me.