..rage and anger..

all this while i've been dealing with this anger for quite some time. luckily i'm living away from this thing that annoys me like hell.
on and on, it keeps bothering me and my life, direct or indirectly. can't u just leave us alone and not making trivial things so complicated and hurting people who helped u a lot all this while?
yes, human tends to forget easily every deed that people have them to them. and you are no different at all. the typical forgetful n ungrateful thing.
how can u say such words to the person who helped u a lot without ever asking u to pay anything in return?
although u're not saying it to me, but i really dont understand how could u say such things??!!
i really hope u'll grow up and stop making other people miserable with your unwise decision.
and when u can do a little bit of 'noble deed', does it mean u cant forget all troubles u caused people around u before and that gives the license to u to forget people's sacrifice before and condemn them all along?
damn, what were u thinking??!!!
grow up, dude!!!!!

well, if u really want to play this game, then fine. let's play. u already lost long time ago. i've defeated u, cant u see?!!

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i am unsuccessful???

i've been told by someone close to me that i am - unsuccessful..the moment i heard that, i was like - wwhat??
that statement didnt come out from her directly, of course but no matter how the words hit me, it cut me real deep.
just because u involved in that MLM biz n claimed that u make thousands of money per month doesnt make me a failure, alright?

..wedding nerve..

it's more or less one week left before updating my status to - WIFE.
as for me who always worries a lot, this preparation thing sumtimes feels like suffocating.
yeah - i worried a lot. and might even be worrying for nothing.

thank God that i'm not the first in sibling to get married. thanks to buyan for sparing me a little space to breathe. the thought that she had been thro' this before and all is well to her, that motivates me a lot. and she even has become a mother now (which will help motivating me when the time comes later huhu)

as for invitation, i published the announcement in my friendster, in polymer yahoo grup and ssp yahoo grup.. (well, even in this blog as i'm writing this).

some people complained that i didnt announce my engagement last time. but even when i published my wedding announcement, they dont really seem to bother. but what the heck, i have my own reason for not announcing my engagement then. and it's the wedding that we have to announce to people.

right now, i just hope that all would be well and just fine - both for my wedding and marriage.

Please pray for me.

..Kisah Borang Nikah..

Macam-macam dugaan nak kawen..Pas satu-satu..

Ari ni aku pegi submit borang kahwin dengan harapan akan dapat setel hari ni jugak walaupon dlm hati aku ade terdetik jugak yang "x akan setel ari ni".

rupenye betulla kata hati aku td tuh..Petugas kaunter tuh suruh aku pegi blok A, tingkat 4 tuk ambik kebenaran kawen sbb name aku. Kene mintak kebenaran istana la, menghadap sultan ke ape tah die ckp...Aku terkedu seketika..Xpenah terpk plak yg itu akan jadi dugaan aku kali ni..igtkan borang xlengkap ke, lampiran xlengkap ke..

Aku yang patah hati terus buat keputusan utk daftar kat kemaman ajek. Sebab menurut adik aku yang dh berkahwin dulu ataupun melangkah bendul dlm erti kate lain, kat terengganu xde plak perkara seperti itu..

Ayah aku kate, die takut org istana kawen lari ngn org biase..Tapi klu kat terengganu, mmg dh ramai name cam kitorg so dh xheran..kelakar..tah pape kerenah birokrasi kerajaan nih. memeningkan kepala aku jek..

14/4/2008

i am an aunt now...congratulation sis, for your cute little princess. so happy for you. ;)

Hormat keputusan istana

KUALA LUMPUR 23 Mac – Badan Perhubungan UMNO Negeri Terengganu perlu menghormati keputusan yang dibuat oleh Majlis Penasihat Pemangku Raja (MPPR) dan tidak seharusnya menolak pelantikan Ahli Dewan Undangan Negeri (ADUN) Kijal, Datuk Ahmad Said sebagai Menteri Besar secara terbuka.

Ketua UMNO Bahagian Cheras, Datuk Syed Ali Al- Habshee berkata, tindakan UMNO Terengganu yang menentang secara terang-terangan pilihan MPPR itu secara tidak langsung mencerminkan sikap biadap mereka yang tidak menghormati kedaulatan kesultanan Melayu.

‘‘Kalau kita ada masalah kita kena duduk berbincang, sultan adalah kedaulatan orang Melayu, saya khuatir rakyat hilang kepercayaan.
‘‘Bukan dengan cara macam ini (bantah), kurang ajar dengan Sultan,’’ katanya ketika dihubungi Utusan Malaysia di sini hari ini.

Semalam, MPPR mengeluarkan kenyataan yang menamakan Ahmad Said, 51, sebagai Menteri Besar Terengganu yang baru.

Pelantikan tersebut mengenepikan Pengerusi Badan Perhubungan UMNO Negeri, Datuk Seri Idris Jusoh yang mendapat watikah pelantikan sebagai Menteri Besar bagi penggal kedua daripada Perdana Menteri, Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi berikutan kemenangan besar pada Pilihan Raya Umum Ke-12 pada 8 Mac lalu.

Ekoran kenyataan daripada Pejabat Sultan Terengganu itu, 23 ADUN Barisan Nasional (BN) menolak pelantikan itu dan berikrar berdiri teguh di belakang kepimpinan Idris.
Syed Ali memberitahu, tindakan UMNO Terengganu itu sendiri tidak seiring dengan apa yang diperjuangkan oleh parti tersebut selama ini terhadap kedaulatan Raja-Raja Melayu.
Malah katanya, perbuatan menentang keputusan yang dibuat oleh MPPR oleh UMNO Terengganu seperti ‘meludah ke langit, terkena muka sendiri’.

‘‘Kita marah apabila DAP memulaukan keputusan Istana Perak, malah, kita memaki-hamun DAP kerana menderhaka kepada Sultan tetapi di Terengganu keadaan terbalik pula, UMNO Terengganu sanggup menentang Sultan yang juga merupakan Yang di-Pertuan Agong secara terbuka,’’ tegasnya.

Beliau memberitahu, UMNO Terengganu perlu mengambil iktibar dengan situasi yang berlaku pada ketika ini dan bukannya memalukan orang Melayu sebegini rupa.

‘‘Saya minta mereka hentikan perkara mengarut ini, jangan sampai rakyat hilang keyakinan,’’ ujarnya.

Syed Ali turut menggesa UMNO Terengganu agar menyelesaikan perbalahan mengenai jawatan Menteri Besar Terengganu mengikut saluran yang betul dan menanganinya dengan cara yang berhemah.


My personal comment: I just have few questions.
1.What is with Idris Jusoh?
2.What is with Terengganu? (Because things has settled in Perlis and even in the mixed-govern state (Perak, Selangor)- but is still not in Terengganu)
3.What is the difference between UMNO Terengganu and DAP Perak?
4.Lastly, (not a question) i think we're starting to smell sumthing fishy. Let's wait and see.

DAULAT TUANKU!!