i am the person who easily gives up. always predict things would always turn out bad - which is always does. i am esily turned down, because i have problem with my self-esteem. some people sort of made fun of me getting help from those self-help books, but i have to admit, i am fragile and i need to refresh and patch up my soul often.
sometimes i just dont have the courage to change and even to appreciate myself more. my self-esteem is extremely low.
right now, i really feel low - due to one thing just happened. i asked myself 'what is wrong with me?' which i couldnt answer.
i just heard myself questioning me back - 'what exactly that can make me happy?'
love, career, companion, money, what?
i think the real problem is that i worry too much. yeah, people say worries do not lessen the burden of tomorrow, they lessen the strength of today..i know that, but still, i am worried.
maybe i should just go back home and rest.
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